Rainy Tuesday... the kids and I are reading books, painting and baking cookies. I'm so glad I did all my running around yesterday so I can enjoy today at home.
I have been feeling so good, my anxiety has decreased tremendously in the past 3 weeks. I have been focused on approaching God with a heart of thanksgiving. I try and start and end my day in thanks, nothing better than starting your day focused on all you have, but it really helps me at night. Night time is when I start to get hard on myself, thinking about what I could have done better that day, so ending the day in thanks puts my head in the right place.
I'm a thinker, a mental drifter... both a blessing and a curse. Besides focusing on a thankful heart, I am learning how to relax again. Sounds weird but I lost it... I felt (and still feel) the need to be ready for anything all the time. I don't think I would have ever described myself as uptight, I am now. Learning to rest in the shadow of God's love sounds so easy... it's not, but I am happy knowing that I'm doing my best.
"Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices; my body also will rest secure..." Psalm 16:9
"Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty." Psalm 91:1
LOVE
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