I find myself not believing enough lately, I say 'hope' instead of 'know'. I hope God comes through on this, or I hope I can do it. 'NO NO NO', is the responce I'm hearing from God. Believe that I can, want to and will do ANYTHING for you!!
I always over analyze, so I'm thinking, do I have a trust issue with God? Whats wrong with me, he has come through on so many things why would I doubt Him ever? My conclusion is that hope is earthly and knowing is spiritual. We all let the world get in the way of our relationship with God, but we need to fight the fight every day. Knowing you are loved by a God who wants to give you the desires of your heart is sometimes hard to hold on to. I feel like the days just tick away, and I'm left waiting.
So I am praying for patience in all areas of my life, and trusting that God knows whats best for me and the right time to give it to me.
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